I can relate to the fear of being judged. But I know there are people that will not do that. I have found many who truly understand, have the same struggle even, or just want to help and love on me. I would be glad to help find those people with you. If you want just email us and let us know ok? TFCBreakingFree@gmail.com Praying for you always ok.
I can totally understand how you feel - I have been in the same place too.... and God rescued me. Looking back, I remember how much I wanted to get out of the sin I was in - so I would pray that God would make a way out, and he always did - but I always fell again. I found myself looking to God and asking him why he wouldn't help me out - but then I realized that I had to make a choice. I had to chose to love him above my adictions. The coolest thing is that he revealed that he didn't love me any less, different or anything like that. He loved me more. (and if you the writer are actually reading this, take a moment to really think about that statement - it might just change your life).
We all fall - but God loves us. And he wants to see us whole again. I know I can't count the times that I had to ask God to wipe away images and thoughts from my mind, but he does this renewing thing really well - so my encouragement to you is to seek out help - either through breaking free or another friend or someone who you respect. It always is a scary thing talking to someone about what is going on, but when you are bold - God honors that. Be willing to risk a little bit to gain the whole world in the end. It will hurt, it won't be pretty, but God is so worth it.
I can relate to the fear of being judged. But I know there are people that will not do that. I have found many who truly understand, have the same struggle even, or just want to help and love on me. I would be glad to help find those people with you. If you want just email us and let us know ok? TFCBreakingFree@gmail.com
ReplyDeletePraying for you always ok.
I can totally understand how you feel - I have been in the same place too.... and God rescued me. Looking back, I remember how much I wanted to get out of the sin I was in - so I would pray that God would make a way out, and he always did - but I always fell again. I found myself looking to God and asking him why he wouldn't help me out - but then I realized that I had to make a choice. I had to chose to love him above my adictions. The coolest thing is that he revealed that he didn't love me any less, different or anything like that. He loved me more. (and if you the writer are actually reading this, take a moment to really think about that statement - it might just change your life).
ReplyDeleteWe all fall - but God loves us. And he wants to see us whole again. I know I can't count the times that I had to ask God to wipe away images and thoughts from my mind, but he does this renewing thing really well - so my encouragement to you is to seek out help - either through breaking free or another friend or someone who you respect. It always is a scary thing talking to someone about what is going on, but when you are bold - God honors that. Be willing to risk a little bit to gain the whole world in the end. It will hurt, it won't be pretty, but God is so worth it.